Blogging Challenge - Day 4

I've been looking forward to this post since I first came across this blogging challenge.  I'm going to have to provide a little bit of context, though, if I'm to properly say what it is that I love most about teaching.  Here we go...

As a high school student, teaching was never something that I ever really wanted to do.  I enjoyed school (yes... I was on of those kids) but I was probably more worried about what others expected me to do than what I actually wanted for myself.  As a result, I spent my first year of post-secondary focused on the sciences with a tentative plan to get into medicine.  Don't get me wrong... it wasn't like I had zero interest in the profession.  At that stage in my life, though, I just didn't have the necessary drive to apply myself in the way that was needed.  It also didn't help that I had been largely unchallenged through high school.  Part of the reason I enjoyed school so much was that, for the most part, it came very easily to me.  This led me to seriosuly neglect my so-called study habits.  I wasn't really willing to spend more than a few minutes studying mainly because I'd never needed to before.

After limping through my first year, I went on a mission for my church to San Francisco, where I would spend the next two years of my life sharing a very different message.  While I won't elaborate on the details of this period of my life in this space, suffice it to say that I really grew to love the people around me.  Being able to get through every single day, often filled with a lot of negative responses, taught me a great deal of patience and empathy.  Perhaps most importantly, I truly grew to relish those times when I could connect with people on a personal level and be a part of their learning.  This shared experience of teaching and inviting became a major motivator for me.  It drove me to build a rapport with those around me so that I could have more of that teaching rush.

Kate and I visiting San Francisco in 2008... five years after I left.

I remember discussing teaching as a career while I was in California.  Most people said I shouldn't worry about it because it was too difficult to earn a living.  The more sensible side in me tended to agree and I gave up on the idea.  Shortly after coming home, I moved up to Edmonton where I began my studies in Political Science and Sociology thinking that law was going to be my path.  Two years in, I wasn't happy, and the ceaseless comments from friends and family were starting to get to me (Heh... political science, eh?  Good luck with that one...)  I had a young family at that point and I was really worried about being able to provide for them.  It was at this point, that I started to remember just how much I loved teaching.  Not only would it be a stable career, but I knew that I would love it.

So.  Three years of post-secondary down and I changed paths once more into Secondary Education with a major in Social Studies and a minor in German.  I can honestly say that I felt much more at home from the moment I saw that letter confirming my transfer: I knew that this is where I needed to be.  

In the three years I spent in Education at the U of A, and more importantly in the years I have spent as a teacher, I have been motivated by a desire to share in the learning of my students.  What I love most about teaching are those moments when I am approached by a student who isn't just looking for an answer to the question.  They have a true desire to learn for themselves.  Maybe they're trying to figure out that essay, or perhaps they just don't understand what they've read.  In any circumstance like this, I have tried my best to help them figure things out in their own way and the feeling of relief and excitement when they finally understand literally makes my day.  

To be clear, this isn't a Wow-I'm-an-Amazing-Teacher self congratulatory thing.  This is pure empathy.  I have watched many students struggle, and some have shown up in my classroom in tears because they just didn't get it.  I can go through a day feeling like I haven't been very successful and one meeting... one experience like this makes it all worthwhile.  I can think of few things in my own life which have been able to help me feel that way.

Teaching is LITERALLY... the best job in the world!

~Mr.T

Scotland Decides

As a political junkie, I often find myself drawn to certain pivotal moments in citizen engagement and democracy.  The Scottish Referendum did not initially catch more than a passing interest when it was first announced in March 2013.  I remember glancing through the proposals detailing what Scottish independence would look like.  Some ideas seemed reasonable enough and yet my own observations of politics in Quebec led me to predict that this would not amount to anything too drastic.

Fast forward to a few weeks ago when polls started to show the 'Yes' campaign closing the gap, and even taking a lead, and my passing interest developed into something more substantial.  For reasons I don't fully understand and appreciate, I began to feel that so-called momentum of history.  This began to feel like one of those moments that would really leave an impression.

As it is, I'm having a hard time writing and keeping my thoughts straight as the results have been coming in so quickly.  Just for reference, here's where the totals currently stand as of 9:32 pm (graphics courtesy of BBC News):

I'm going to have to take a break and have some final thoughts when all this settles down.

UPDATE 9:45 pm:  The momentum continues.

UPDATE 9:57 pm:  I don't see things changing with the 9 polls that remain.  BBC seems about ready to call it.

~Mr.T

Blogging Challenge - Day 3

For most of my life, I have absolutely hated any sort of personal evaluation.  I was never bothered so much by school-based exams... I suppose they always seemed a bit removed from the whole process to me.  I would complete the test and be given a grade and that would be the end of it.  Where I haven't always felt comfortable is the whole issue of owning up to my knowledge and/or performance.  I'm not sure 100% sure why, but I think I always felt that not doing as well as I was expected to do would be viewed as a personal letdown to whomever happened to be critiquing me.  

For the first few years of my career, I often struggled to put teacher evaluations in their proper perspective.  I would spend hours and hours agonizing over how I would need to create and maintain the perfect conditions in order to showcase personal excellence.  I would be meticulously detailed in my lesson-planning, often investing the time to come up with multiple backup plans.  I thought that I was being prudent in these preparations and that I would be able to demonstrate just how awesome I could be with my abundance of planning.  Instead, I would work myself into a stressed-out mess, exhausted from my efforts, and too worried about my performance to focus on what was actually happening in my classroom.  In many ways, I would fail the ultimate test for a teacher: I was not myself.

Now, that isn't to say that any of what I was doing was necessarily bad.  An educator should be prepared and organized.  They should know what they are trying to do and have a plan for how to get there.  However, in my attempts to be perfect in my own sphere, I would neglect and overlook the more pressing needs of those in my classroom and 'their' learning would not be all that it truly could.

Having secured a continuous teaching contract is without a doubt, a huge relief, but I have never looked at it as something that would liberate me forever from another evaluation.  Rather, I feel like I can appreciate it more for what it is: an attempt by my colleagues in the profession to further enhance what I can do.

As part of my goals for the year, I have been trying to showcase not just what I can do, but more of what my students can accomplish as I put into practice the philosophies of cooperative learning.  I am trying to not look at my evaluations (which still happen) as a chance to mainly show how much control I can have.  My desire is for my admin team to be able to see that I can put the principles that I am learning into practice by trusting my students a bit more with their own learning.  I want them to be able to observe that I can provide a learning environment where students have genuine direction and motivation to push themselves and engage others in this whole process.  In short, I want that spotlight to shine less on myself and more on those who find themselves in my classroom.

~Mr.T

Blogging Challenge - Day 2

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I've written before about the value of technology in our society, and of the growing importance it has in the classroom.  I like to think like I'm somewhat up to date with the curve on the kinds of ideas that are out there, but the truth is that it can be pretty overwhelming to keep up with.  All too often, I've been excited to try something new only to come crashing down when I haven't had the time to fully implement it when confronted with something else even more new.  The 'new-new' in Ed Tech is no exception.

That being said, I love being able to get excited about stuff... that enthusiasm is never a bad thing in this profession.  I'm very anxious to experiment with Google Classroom and have been really impressed with what I've seen so far.  Here's a little video that gives a nice overview for what the program can offer.

What I like most about this is just how streamlined this makes a lot of the activities that I want to do.  Looking at a standard essay as an example, in the past I would have had to print off hard copies of the topic, arrange for required lab time, collect any and all work printed off by students, grade them (either at work or even at home), and hand them back.  Classroom eliminates a lot of the 'tracking down' that I need to do.  I can achieve almost everything through this one program.  I can even provide feedback on student work before it is completed and handed in.  The only challenge that often remains is getting lab time, but the accessibility of these apps from any internet device lessens that need.  All in all, I really feel that this gives me more time to focus on my students and a lot less on the process of merely completing work.

More to come.

~Mr.T

More Song Crushes...

30-Day Blogging Challenge notwithstanding, I feel like I'll get into the habit quicker if I sneak a quick moment to share something fun.

Here are a few songs that have been stuck in my head for various reasons over the past few months.

1.  "Undercover Martyn" by Two-Door Cinema Club

I have a good friend to thank for this one... he and his wife shared this gem with me as I chauffeured our group around the big island of Hawaii this past July.  It's been in my head since then.  Very catchy... I highly recommend their other work.

2.  "Toilet Brushes - More" by Nils Frahm

This has a bit of double significance.  I admittedly heard it in a trailer for a video game but I have always been a sucker for energetic pieces like this on the piano.  I also saw this around the same time that we got our piano tuned for the first time in a long time and my wife got to play it a bit more.  I'm a huge fan of the performance in the video above... well worth the view.

~MrT